It was that I was pledging forever to the person I trusted most in the world. Gradually I felt more comfortable and relaxed, and two days after we got married, Sam penetrated me for the first time, and it felt wonderful. Trust us when we say, there will be plenty of time to practice. Calling our virgin brides! Waiting for your wedding night can set you up to fail. You want your first time with your partner to be wonderful.
It often feels like physical pressure the first time.
No one does. It might feel silly, but the only way we figure out how to do something is reading about it and then doing it. Go for a position that is comfortable for you. Everyone has to have a first time, after all. Masturbation has actually been shown to make you want partnered sex more.